While I fear letting go a little bit more of Logan, I am reminded that none of my boys really are mine. God blessed me to their mom and ultimately they belong to God. God let go of his son to die on a cross for me. I need to let Logan go and begin his journey into this world. Kindergarten is only the first step. He will still need me but not as much as he once did. I just need to trust that God will take care of him. I need to pray for the teachers that will be teaching him and seeing more of Logan than I will. I need to encourage Logan to do his best because he will never achieve perfection. He can always to do his best.
Logan's first day of Kindergarten will be hard come August. It will be easier knowing that God has him in His hands.
Until August, I will enjoy my time with Logan. I will definitely squeeze him a little tighter with each hug.
Please stock up on tissues and ship them to me because I can't promise I won't cry. :)